My mum came by herself to visit me at home. It's very rare since she is so used to being driven by my dad everywhere. Anyways, a conversation with her today triggered some thoughts.
While Mum was burping Natalie after her feeding session:
Me to my mum: If she burps after patting her back for like 3 minutes, tat's good, if not, just leave it la!
Mum: can burp one la, must pat for a longer while and if this position (sitting Natalie up), can do another position (carry over shoulder)
Me: Wah, at nite where got strength to burp so long?
Mum: hmm..it's gd that u so qin cai, some pple stressed up others about little things like that about their babies (if u know what i mean)
Me thinking to myself: i'm qin cai with my baby/darling/sweetheart?!
Does being qin cai means i'm not as concern about my darling's well-being or am i just trying to make this journey with my baby more enjoyable and less stressful? hmm.....
Well, i really had a great time with my baby and even laughing at her when she cries for milk instead of getting stressed up. (not that i'm a sadist but trying to show how i just enjoy her every mood and expressions even when she is crying). My child will be taught by the Lord and with that, it gives me peace to just enjoy every moment with her (even when she cries for milk in the middle of the nite and it disrupted my beloved sleep :P - I've been trying to find ways to get gh to sponsor my panda eyes treatment at some beauty salon...hehe...
Anyways, here are some of her cutest moments :)
hee :)
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