Supernatural Journey

Finally able to borrow the book on Supernatural Childbirth by Jackie Mize from a choir friend. I have been looking ard for it in church bookshop and only found a miniature devotional versions and not the book. Never cross my mind to look for it online..hee..cos I do not have the habit of purchasing online but i guess i should be doing that more often buying bb stuff (clothes in particular). :P It's a GREAT book so far and i know it will stay a GREAT book till the end as well. As I was reading the book, i started to have questions for Daddy God:

- I know that as long as you stay faithful to what Your Word says, that we are lifted from the curse and fear through Jesus, we can believe for supernatural childbirth but how do I know if i can still stay faithful to the Word until i experience the first contraction and still believe it will be painless... (I know that by asking this question, u can guess my faith level..hehe)

- How do I get to the point that I can believe that a painless and fast delivery are as real in Your Word as it is when people share their painful experiences? I can somehow believe for a fast delivery and i only trust that I will have a fast delivery process and refuse to give in to not so encouraging testimonies of slow and draggy delivery process. It is as though I believe my Daddy God will be special towards my experience and it will be as I want - a fast delivery. But I seem to have a prob with believing a painless one.

Don't be mistaken, I believe God's Word is true and real. I also believe I have a special favor from my Daddy God and I'm not afraid of the day approaching because I really have no idea how I will have felt for the first time. All I am thinking now is for the day to approach quickly so I can see my bb princess :) (not trying to think of the potential nursing woes that awaits me after delivery). Just like what my choir mate told me, I will never be able to comprehend how it is like having a child after you become a mother because it will be beyond my imagination no matter how mentally prepared i am. I supposed that includes both the good and the restrictions as a mother I will have to go through. That sort of makes you feel a little uneasy at first because it seems that you will not have control over the situation but it's also telling me, hey! if you can control, then why do you need God?

I hope my Daddy God will bring me to a place where I can find complete peace of mind and knowing that he is in control and that everything will be alright not because I have learnt it the natural way, but because I have gain more in the supernatural way (ie knowing that I am redeemed from the curse and can have a peaceful mind).

I believe the journey will be blessed and He will be in control. I'm looking forward to be yet another great testimony where I can share to the world about my Daddy God and Jesus! :)