Wednesday, August 29, 2007

GH flew to Shanghai for biz trip yesterday. If he knew earlier, i could have tagged along...hehe..
I'm back to my parent's home, back to my bedroom and to my famiiar hard bed and very nice to hug pillow (seems like without this pillow, i had some sleepless/disturbed nights at the new place, comtemplating to bring it back with me on Sat). Which means my bui bui will be very sad...kekeke...

Been having terrible headaches the past few days and slight headaches last week. Work has been busy and i decided i don't want to get too stressed out today and no resumes so means nothing much to do also although i have clients chasing me for profiles right behind me and many requirements to fill. No wonder i have stressful and terrible dreams even in my sleep.

Pastor's series of Rest messages these few Sundays have spoke to me and i pray I can come to a place of complete inner rest. I feel hactic on the outside and inside these few weeks and when there's no good profiles, all my worries comes in...all the what ifs...
- what if i do not have a single closure this week (nowadays, my boss started this weekly meetings to talk solely on closures)
- what if i have nothing to write about fo this month end performance report?
- what if....

I pray for a restful week......btw, no closure yet this week......but it's not my problem, it's His.

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