Tired Out

Gonna go meet my uni friends have a post birthday celebration for a friend. Looking at my last post on counting my blessings, I believe i have been very blessed since i'm saved. But I seemed to hear quite a few not so gd news from within the family and even from close friends ard. I do not doubt that i'm still blessed becos my blessings does not come frm the circumstances ard me but what Christ has done to purchased for me this blessed life. But nonetheless, i do get affected by these news esp when it's happening to my own family members and friend's family. I get a bit discouraged with what's happening but it does not affect my belief that God still loves me, and know very well He is not behind this, just feeling a bit frustrated with the fact that these things are happening. Plus the fact that i felt i have not been constantly feeding on the Word. Although i understand that by being constantly in the Word does not qualify me to the goodness/grace/favor from God but only through the Christ, it does not make me feel that i'm in the flow with Him. God knows my greatest hope or should i say hope"s". :P i have placed these hope"s" in Him. I do not know how these can be done but I trust that He will place me at the right place at the right time to say the right things and cause all things to work together for good. :)

Well, i'm still really blessed. Just did my quarter review with my boss and i have surpassed almost all targets and the one i did not surpass was with valid reasons which he understands, so my overall performance is pretty good for the first half of this year, in fact, in his own words, those targets for me are not easy to have met. Imagine my this year's target was doubled that of my last year's, and so that means i met and surpass my whole of last year's target within these 6 months. Woo hoo! God is good! Praise Jesus and All glory to Him. I know that God has given me lots of favor and without Him, it is impossible to have done this. I remember "complaining" after my last year's review saying how to meet this year's proposed target, now it seems possible. I am gonna leave it to God to ordain my steps to success! :D God will prosper me and continue prospering me till i'm very prosperous in every area. *heh..sounds familiar?..*

Ok! time to go meet my friends!