Served at thurs BS and Pastor Lian preached on a good message, 9 souls saved. Praise the Lord. Dont' get me wrong, i do not measure the quality of the message by the number of souls saved. it's not a number game anyway. But I thank God for every soul saved as they are all precious in God's eyes and I believe the message speaks to each of the them or touched them in a unique way.

I really thank God for what I have today and though there are times where i slipped into grumbling to God for what I do not have. It is time I stop focusing of what I do not have and start focusing what I have. So what do I have....

- I have a blessed family. I love my nephew and my niece. And 2 more on the way! Woo Hoo!
- I have a blessed relationship with my hubby-to-be! We DUN really quarrel at all and sometimes I even tot to myself, is this normal? Are we too peaceful?..heh :P
- I have a blessed job. I can really see the blessing and favor of God upon this job and all the targets I managed to surpass are really by the grace of God. All glory to Him. I think i may have met my whole year target within 6 months...amazing...must be God u know.
- I'm blessed with very good friends around whom I can depend on.
- I'm blessed with my wedding prep...somehow pple just come to me and provide me with informations and recommended their bridal studios to me. *and if i mention their names, i can get good rates supposedly :P..hee but I trust God for provision.
- And many more! Every little blessing along the way counts...like the train came just when i reach the platform...i get lifts from choir friends after practs every week or my darling come fetch me (since pract venue changed to Kallang about 3 months ago, i only travelled back on train twice!)

I can go on and on and on..... just to remind myself how much God loves me. He takes care of me and will never fail me. I say all these because I was recently focusing on some of the things that I don't have and it sort of bothered me a bit, so Thursday's message just set me free and put me back on the right perspective of God's love for me again. He shed his blood for me to have all these blessings today. There's no greater love than this. For those things that I do not have yet, He knows the perfect timing to give to me. I have a blessed life and do not have to look at my shortcomings or what I do not have again. I'll just rest it at Jesus's feet. He knows what is best for me. My only prayer to Him is to always put me in the conciousness of His love for me.